Thank you! It’s not awkward at all!
I think you’re talking about the lack of feedback? If so, trust me, you’re not alone. Many authors I’ve talked to have been discouraged by how many people read their stories, yet don’t follow/ favourite/ review/kudos.
An author isn’t entitled to positive feedback either. However, if you’ve been actively reading a story, at the bare minimum you should be doing one of the above.