Random fact: I just checked and the old username you wanted (and the one you used on ffn), ellaawkward, would now be free to use. I don’t know if you’re going to do something with this, but well… I figured I could tell you.

Thank you but Ellaawkward is dead, abandoned in the ditch of angsty and over-the-top fanfictions that would better serve as literary fodder for critics to satiate their carnivorous, pessimistic desires to tear down grammatically weak and plot-challenged individuals. 

I cringe at that name! I decry it as an omen of the past!

Scratch that. I’m still dramatic and over the top lmao. Don’t take any of that that seriously. 

I’m just procrastinating at writing a paper…

 Also, for anyone who needs to hear this don’t give up. You have to be bad before you get good, not that I’m good but still.