Honestly, I would like to, but like I’ve said before, I can’t guarantee anything. I stopped writing at a time where my home environment got too toxic and then having left it in April, I’ve detoxed and healed a lot.

At the same time, I’m at a very busy point in my life where I don’t have whole afternoons to write. It’s annoying but the way I write requires continuous hours where it all just pours out. I can’t write in fragmented sessions; it’s just not how my brain works. Still, I’d like to thank you for your interest. It means a lot ❤

What’s funny is that when I mock his name in a Quebecois accent, it sounds like Mat-hue lol. 

Oh my god there are too many. 

Instance 1: 

Me: Dude. 

Mathew: Did you just friendzone me?!

Me: ???

Instance 2: 

Mathew: I looked you up on instagram.

Me: I set it up but haven’t used it yet. 

Mathew: Yeah but this account called “Hetalia Homosexuals” reposted your content. 

Me: …

Mathew: Are you hiding something from me? 

Me: …

Instance 3: 

Mathew: *drives me home and plays James Blunt*

Mathew: *makes direct eye-contact with me*

Me: *gets out of the car*

Mathew: Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

Instance 4: 

Mathew: I missed you. 

Me: Aw, thank you!

Mathew: No, you’re supposed to say I missed you too. 

Me: Oh…sorry. I’m still not used to this.

Instance 5: 

Mathew: My friend asked me to describe what you look like. 

Me: What’d you say? 

Mathew: A tiny little brown girl. 

Me: I mean….accurate (but you didn’t have to put it that way geez).